Okay so this Wednesday I was actually home for weigh in! Weighed in at 223.5! 61.5 pounds! Amazing!!!! I feel great, but I don't feel like I look any different...however, it amazes me when I see people I haven't seen for a long time and they are amazed. I guess when you see yourself everyday you don't notice the changes, but when I gained all that weight it wasn't noticeable to me either...crazy shit! I was telling Fred the today that I am so surprised at how lazy I had gotten and that I am so glad to be half way back to my old self! I will be one scary person when I get to my goal weight! There will be no stopping me!
Well, I am in a size 16 and possibly a size 14 soon! Still not able to fit in my dress for Sara's wedding, but no worries, I will either fit in it or buy a knew one! What ever, I know I will look amazing...I have to it is my princess Sara's wedding and I have to be beautiful for her perfect day!
I can't believe that in my quest for health and wellness that I have found ME! I guess I was always there hiding behind the food and excuses, but I am really glad to finally find myself, and actually like myself. This is the first summer that I have actually hung out with people from school and felt like I really had friends...what an amazing feeling (love you, all my Palombi pals!!!!!!!)! I just can't even put into words how I feel! I am excited for my daughters wedding, I am excited for school to start, I am excited to wake up in the morning, I am excited that I am me! I am just REALLY excited about life!!!!!
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