Myself

Myself

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Back on Track

Okay...so the eating is going great! I have lost a total of 40 pounds since 2/5/11! Pretty amazing. I no longer feel hungry, a half of a burger is more than enough for dinner, and I am able to eat what I like.

However, I am an emotional eater and I knew this would happen! I can't smoke, I can't drink, and I can't eat when I am stressed or upset...so what do I do? Please, don't tell me to take a walk or exercise, that only makes me want food more at this point...

I went and talked to a few people today that I needed to talk to and they are the best people! I love my job and I love the school I work at...I know I complain and that is not fair. I am taking things out on everyone and it really is only a few people. Although, to be fair to myself, some people are just oblivious to what they do. Or they know the buttons to push to set me off and keep on pushing them.

I am really not asking for more support than I need. I really, really, really need all of you right now. At times I feel like my world is caving in on me. I am so glad that Fred is here for me, he is such a rock! However, I know that he is glad I also have you, because I would drive him insane otherwise. When I can get this all under control I am taking anyone, that will go, out for drinks! You all deserve it!!!! Seriously, I am so lucky to have each and everyone of you in my life!!!!!!

On a brighter note, I am a great aunt again! Vincento entered the world on Monday! I can't wait to meet him. I think he looks like my dad in pictures, but I need to see him in person to tell for sure. Did I tell everyone that I am having another granddaughter? Avery Caroline...so cute...can't wait to meet her in June:) My son Jason got a new job at Salem Fire Department! He is there full time now...I wonder how he likes it, haven't talked to him a while.

My tattoo is healed enough so I am going to sit in the hot tub for an hour or two and just meditate...see you all another day.

Goal - To chill out and find a way to deal with emotions and stress in a more constructive way! Laugh more, love more, and appreciate every minute I have with all of you...my friends and family:)

1 comment:

  1. I have a suggestion about what to do. How about read a good book? Do you like to do any kind of crafts? I find doing stamp crossed stitch is very relaxing or crossword or word find puzzles. Those are some of the things i do when I am stressed and don't want excersie or walk hope that helps a little.
    Keep up the good work you are doing great.
    Gail

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