So I am weighing in on Wednesdays as the doctor asked me to keep a weekly journal. I am so excited...I have lost 2 pounds this week. It amazes me that I am actually losing weight, I am not hungry, and I don't have to fight the lose one pound gain 2, lose 5 pounds gain 10...it just keeps coming off! What a great feeling. I feel like I am the incredible shrinking woman.
Well lets see, what has happened to me in the last week...I have thrown up three times! It is the weirdest thing. Since I am being honest and not holding back, skip to the next paragraph if talking about throwing up makes you sick! What happens is, I get this horrible feeling in my chest, it feels like a heart attack, I then the mucus in my through starts to bubble, and then it just just comes up. When it happens, there is very little food, but a lot of bubbles and mucus! It is the weirdest thing ever, but once it is over, I feel great! Although I can't eat anymore for a while. It is just something I guess I will have to live with. It mainly happens with really dry food, or greasy food.
I am gaining more energy everyday and I am getting so proud of myself. I love that I can still eat mostly anything I want, just in really small amounts. I don't miss chips and dip, and I don't miss second helpings. I think I am almost to the point of being able to this without even thinking about it. It is almost to the point that I can wake up and not think about everything I am eating, I just do it! This is an amazing journey!!!!
On another note...I HATE FULL MOONS!!!! Students act crazy and parents are crazy! Love all of you and thanks for reading!
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