Crazy

I am thinking that I am crazy! It is now 12 weeks...I have lost 43 pounds in a little over 3 months. However, I need to do better! The last three weeks I have been at a standstill!!!! I thought by now I would have lost at least 50 pounds. People who didn't have surgery are losing more weight than I am. I HAVE to start working out! I came closer today, I took out my work out clothes. I really don't want to go to the doctor tomorrow, I am not going to enjoy this weigh in...it is all my fault though. No more wine...and start my exercise program. I need to get to the gym 5-6 days a week.

Last week was the worst week ever for a diet! The PTO thinks that to reward us for our hard work they need to feed us crap everyday. One day was dessert day...REALLY???? Every kind of dessert you can think of, I had a chocolate chip cookie and an oatmeal cookie...that was BAD! The next day was hot dog day! I didn't have any...breakfast day was alright, I was able to have a light yogurt,and sub sandwich day I ate the meat and cheese from the sub...but the worst day of all was Friday! Candy day...they fill all these big bowls full of candy and you can take a bag and fill it up with what you like, reeses peanut butter cups, mini candy bars, mikes and ikes, m&m's...you name it they had it!!! I had to walk through that room about 20 times and I finally broke down and had ONE mini peanut butter cup. I would rather get a gift card for 50 dollars and call it a day. No one needs those calories. It is nice, but there are other nice things that everyone could enjoy and leave us people out that need to stay away from unhealthy treats.

Well, I will write more tomorrow after my appointment.