Today was weigh in Wednesday, it just seems like a really insignificant thing in my life right now. I weighed in at 230 this morning...another 2 pounds down. I should be really excited...however, I can't help but think that my little friend Taylor will no longer be here on earth to read my blog. However, I know she will be in heaven looking down on me and will be very disappointed in me if I fail, because failure was not in her vocabulary! So I in honor of Taylor I will NOT eat because of my pain...I will make sure I keep reaching for my goals no matter how much I am hurting inside.
I only have 17 followers and Taylor was one of them. She was such a free spirited beautiful young lady. She gave her all in everything she did. I would look at her and wish that I could have been more like her when I was young. I was introverted and she was the total opposite of me. I really didn't know her that well, we only got together a few times for boating and Bears games, but the short time I did spend with her, she just amazed me. She loved my dog Gauge and wanted to see him every time we were together. She lit up the lives of every one that she met. She will be missed! Fourth of July fireworks on the lake will never be the same without her laugh...but her spirit will be there with every bang and every flash of colorful light. I will wait to say goodbyes to her until that night because I know she will be there with me, for me to say my goodbyes. God bless you Taylor and I know you are walking beside God with Romulus at your side!
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