Dear Lord...

Dear Lord, You have taken me from the deepest sorrow and grief to the greatest joy and happiness in this one week. Lord, I am not sure if I can take anymore emotions at this time...please Lord, let the family and friends of Taylor seek the comfort that they need in this time of grief and grant your serenity on Nicole, Chris and Avery at this time of their greatest joy. You have graced upon me this week a burden of grief that is so deep that it feels like a blade slashing my skin and the greatest joy that my heart bleeds. I know there are reasons for your will, please help me understand the tremendous loss and be humbled by this greatest joy...Amen

I also would like to ask for forgiveness from my mom! In my emotional and sleep deprived state this morning I did not call and let her know she was a Great Grandma once again...I am so sorry and I will never forgive myself for this mistake...Love you MOM!!!!